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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
4:07 pm	Taken from Maddy... ( ...with interesting results ) (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 26th, 2005
9:58 am	Mini-Autobiography ( New Kid in Town ) I've always thought that if I ever write an autobiography, I was gonna call it New Kid in Town. lol Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
9:30 am	London Calling... and I'm answering. Bad pun, I know, but I had to do it sometime. That's right, in 12 hours, I'm gonna be on a plane heading to London for 3 months. As of right now, I do not know any communication. No phone, no snail mail, and currently, spotty internet at best. I'm sure I'll figure it out when I get there, but people are going "So how are we gonna talk to you?" and I don't know how to answer. But I'll figure it out. Obviously, I'm nervous. I'm gonna be on my own with people I don't know and have never met. I'm the only one from Arcadia going to the University of Westminster. The story of my life. Literally. If and when I write an autobiography, I'm gonna title it "New Kid in Town". Because that's what I always am. Every year I start with a new group of people on a new experience. It's a hard, but always interesting, life. Well...this may be the last post for an indeterminate amount of time. I'll talk to you all when I can. Current Mood: nervous (Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
9:56 pm	Scared Ok, fear is setting in. I'm scared about London. I don't know what to do, I haven't packed, though all I need is cloathing, and I just don't know anymore. I do know that my life is really nothing. I'm thinking about giving up on what I've planned. Is Disney really what I want? I've thought of nothing else for 11 years, I don't know what else. There's nothing else I'm really good at. To be honest, I'm not good enough for Disney eather, but that's a moot point. People say I was good in Gotham, but eh. I doubt I could do anything with that. I'm not good enough, or good looking enough, to do anything with it. I don't have the personality, don't have the looks, don't have the skill, just don't have it. So, it's amazing. At 18, I've already trapped myself into a life which is absolutely pointless. My life has been before, so this is nothing new. I'm just a blob of carbon who has nothing to offer. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: History Channel: Rome (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
10:47 am	10 days Ten days till London. Starting to get a bit nervous. :-/ Not about the trip itself, that's fine, but for during and after. I'm afraid of losing friends. I've been using facebook and asking for snail mail addresses, so that's good, I'm just afraid of losing my friends. I love my close friends. I love them to death. And I don't want to lose them. :-( I've been kinda lonely these past days, no body's been here. It's just like the beginning of the summer. :-/ Oh well. To my friends, I love you guys. I really do. Current Mood: sad and lonely (Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
9:46 am	Happylist This is a trend that I guess I should follow suit: My happylist! - Geeking out on Disney park news and trivia - Having a good conversation/chill period with good friends - Loving my friends...not THAT way. - Being loved by friends in return. - Seeing a REALLY good movie - Seeing a REALLY bad movie and making fun of it, MST3K style - Currently Here Comes Dr. Tran - Gotham. Both watching it and performing in it. I'm addicted. :-P The film bug has bitten. - Good music, which is everything on my iPod - Taking pictures - Learning. Yes, I'm a dork. - Jack Skellington - Trying my hardest to personally break the steriotype that "all guys are assholes" or "the devil" or whatever else. :-) - Traveling - Some gaming (watching G4 right now to be exact) - TWiT. It's good stuff. I'm sure there's more I just can't think of it right now, so this might be a continually updated post. lol Current Mood: chipper Current Music: G4: Robot Wars All Stars (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
5:07 am	Carpe Noctem Well, to put it bluntly, today kinda sucked. I went out to see the opening of the new Apple Store in Annapolis and when I got there, there was a 6 HOUR WAIT TO GET IN! You could feel the nerdom surging through the location. Then, got home and was treated to yard work in the on again/off again rain. Then I tried my absolute hardest to stay awake until normal sleeping hours, but I just crashed at 7PM, to be awoken at 9PM by some pretty pissed off parents, so I could "go to bed". I went upstairs, went to bed at 9, immediately fell back asleep, and woke up around 2:45AM. Ugh. This isn't easy to adjust. So the day sucked, mostly. But, I feel actually pretty good right now. What was the magic changer of my mood? Well, for one, a lovely chat with Chels (I wuv ya Chels! You're amazing! And you created a new nickname! Feel better! :-) and two, the full 7:15 second version of Here Comes Dr. Tran! This is one of the funniest short animated films I have EVER SEEN! I just busted out laughing. I do warn ya, if ya wanna see it, there is some coarse language, but it's worth it. I'm addicted to this cartoon now. lol. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Here Comes Dr. Tran! (Comment on this)
Friday, August 26th, 2005
5:33 pm	Return to the land of the living Work is officially...OVA! Woo! Now to readjust myself to the normal hours. I woke up at 10:30PM last night and it's currently 5:30 PM here and I'm tired tired tired. But I must stay up. I'm trying. Lets see, on my last day of work, what did I do...well, I worked overtime of course. lol. After that was lunch and Mom and Little bro and I went to see "The Brothers Grimm". It was....weird. Wasn't good, wasn't bad, was just weird. I wouldn't recommend it, which is upsetting, because it could have been good. But it wasn't. But now, I'm sitting in the living room, quazi awake, incredibly tired, and sweating for no apparent reason. Fun... Current Mood: tired Current Music: Something on History Channel (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
2:51 am	Late Nights Friday night, late night on the East coast, I'm up, as always this summer. Not much longer now, I work overtime tomorrow morning, then I've got one more week. From then, I've got two weeks to cram all of summer into. lol. Not much happening. That's the sucky part about being up all night, not many to talk to, so sometimes it's a lonely existence. But, oh well. I did have a a splendiferous talk with Cindy(weclose_oureyes) (I love you Cindy! You're amazing!). And that's about it. lol. I'm gonna go get some meal (I don't know what meal it is anymore, so it's just meal) and probably veg out some more. Current Mood: awake Current Music: TV: TBS: Too Funny to Sleep: Futurama (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 18th, 2005
9:48 am	Celebrity rantish thing This has just been on my mind all night during work and I have to get it out: Ok, yesterday, the big news everywhere was that Sean "P. Diddy" Combs decided to change his name to Sean "Diddy" Combs. Ok...first off, how is this news?!? lol. So he decided to change his official nickname for the 4th time. But even better was his quote. His reasoning for changing his name, and I quote, was "The P was getting between me and my fans." Yes, that is a true quote. Ok, first off, Mr. Diddy, whatever you want to call yourself, you need to stop taking lessons from R. Kelly. Second off, you need to, oh, LISTEN TO WHAT YOU SAY WHEN YOU SAY IT! lol. Was there no one in his entourage that had the balls to say "Dude, listen to what your saying, that sounds really bad". I guess not. It falls along the same line of when Paris Hilton said about dating and getting engaged with a guy named Paris and her reply was, in all seriousness, "It's so I can remember his name". Now, some people have said "Oh, she's just acting to be stupid" but I say oh no. That's the real deal. I DO think Jessica Simpson was acting stupid but, as the 4 people who saw House of Wax can attest, Paris Hilton cannot act in any way. It's really bad when, in the only movie she's ever done, her best scene was when she was impaled in the back of the head with a blunt object and killed. But that's really apropos, seeing it was when everyone on the planet saw her get impaled in the front of the head with a different blunt object and her celebrity was born. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: TV: G4: Cinematech (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 13th, 2005
6:30 am	Bumpin in the Night MOOD UPDATE! I feel better now. Much better. I guess it was work building up on me. Oh well. I got my final pre-departure papers for London from school today. It's all the normal stuff, international health insurance card, international student ID card, my University of Westminster acceptance letter, Arcadia's letter saying I am who I state I am, and a whoooooole lot of advertising. Can't escape the ol advertising. My evening/morning tonight wasn't all to exciting, though none of them really are. Had a lovely talk on da phone with a lovely Cindy (Love ya!) and that's about it. There's not much one can do when relegated to silence at 3 in the morning. And here in suburban MD, there's no where to go, day or night. lol. I do this again tomorrow night, so peoples with my cell, give me ring! OR I might give you one, if the cell phone number knowledge is shared. It's quite lonely here by myself and a guy can only enjoy his own company for so long... ... I don't mean it that way! Pervs... Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Muppets in Space Soundtrack (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
11:50 am	Ugh You know my weird mood yesterday. The fight between cheering and the crying. Well...Crying won. I just came home from work, went and took a shower, got out and saw my dad left for work, well I didn't actually see it, noticed that I was home alone AGAIN and just started crying. And not big tear like I was an Native American that found trash on the side of the road, it was full blown sobbing. For two hours. For no apparent reason. I just recently stopped. It SUCKS. I feel all cry like and almost dirty. And I also feel really stupid. :-/ Oh well. I don't know what the hell's wrong with me. I guess work is finally getting to me. Well, I only have two more weeks to go. What else? Nothing really. One month till I leave the country. Current Mood: blah (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
12:29 pm	Weird mood I don't know how I feel, which is very odd for me. It started at work tonight, which kinda sucked. Well, the meeting we have before, the supervisor described a not so good letter sent to the center about a badly packed order. Well, immediately, 6 fingers pointed to me. Oh joy. Anywho... During work, about an hour before time, I was drivin, going backwards, and for some reason, all of a sudden, I felt sexy. I mean, really sexy. Why in hells name, I don't know. I NEVER feel sexy, for any reason usually. Usually, I feel like I make the Elephant man look good. But, I don't know what happened. I doubt it'll happen again. Now, I'm in a weird mood. Part of me feels really good while another part of me wants to start bawling. I don't know what it is. I want to cry, but I want to cheer at the same time. It's very strange. All and all, life is unnormal. As always. Current Mood: weird Current Music: Tv: MASH the movie (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 7th, 2005
1:18 am	I'm alive Barely. I worked overtime today, 7am to noon, then woke up early, 8:30pm, and haven't gone back to sleep. My work is falling apart. But it's money, so I can't complain. Luckily I only have 3 weeks left. I haven't really talked to anyone, damn hours. It don't have much ability. I'm awake from Midnight to 11 am. No one but me is awake during that time. So, feeling kinda lonely. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: TV: Cheap Seats: "IWA Wrestling" (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
10:56 am	Taken from Darrah and Cindy 1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie/book/fictional character/SOMETHING reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of pudding to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. Well, maybe just me. 5. I'll tell you my favorite memory of you, should I have one yet. 6. I'll tell you what animal or plant you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Some weird movie on Turner Classic Movies (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
1:03 pm	Good. Bad. I'm the guy with the gun. Damn, I want to be Ash. lol. I finished watching "Army of Darkness" today. Amazing. and damn it I want to be Ash! hehe. Ya'll think I can pull it off? Probably not. I mean though, I have the looks. Brown hair, brown eyes, somewhat prominent chin. I could do it looks wise. However, acting wise, don't know. Bruce Campbell is amazing, I'm....not so. lol. But he had no experience before it, so there's one plus. Besides, I'd basically wanna skip to 2 and AOD. Ash is so much better with the chainsaw strapped to his stump. But also, if by some mirical I did get it, I'd be thrown into the fire of pure hate and loathing from the legions of Deadites for "replacing" Bruce Campbell. They already hate and loath the idea of it even being considered for a remake and whoever gets Ash is going to be instantly hated. But, it doesn't really matter because even though I want to be Ash really badly, it's not gonna happen. Hail to the king baby Current Mood: longing Current Music: Nothing (Comment on this)
9:28 am	Hoaxes They never go away, do they. I love um though. If I know if they are hoaxes however...if I don't then I don't like them as much....lol. But anywho, I receved two last night and I want to post them here for ALL to see the truth. The Life is Beautiful.pps hoax: Not true...not at all. lol. But Power Point presentations CAN have viruses inbedded in them, so be careful. I'm sure someone could make it true at some point. Bonsai Kitten: The biggest ever. lol. I've gotten this e-mail hundreds of times. And, as gruesome as Bonsai Kitten is...it's not real. So don't worry, no body's jamming kittens in glass jars. It's just those pranksters at MIT doing their magic. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Movie: Army of Darkness (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
6:11 am	Do I have a problem? I think I might...but I'm not sure. Ya see...since I got back from school...I haven't been eating the same. I've been eating very little portions, comparatively to what I ate before, and have been down to two, sometimes one, meal a day. I don't know...food doesn't excite me anymore. I used to like...eating. If you look at me, you'd know that fact. But now...it seems more like a chore than anything else. Why am I bringing this up? Well...my parents are getting concerned...mainly my mom. She's been riding on me to eat, and when I do, she rides on me to eat more. I don't want to, and have been feeling full with what I've eaten, but she gets concerned more and more. Now, obviously, seeing I had nothing to eat but foods I abhor this weekend, I would not eat much, but this has been going on for a while. My parents are starting to think I'm turning anorexic. I practically screamed at them, while in my pajamas which are pajama pants and that's it, saying "Look at me! Do I LOOK anorexic to you?" started jiggling my gut and man boobs and when "Does this LOOK anorexic to you?!?!" It's like a perverse scene from "The Santa Clause". lol. Anyway, that's the current battle in the household. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: TV; Inside the Actors Studio: Will Smith (Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
12:02 pm	A little part of me is gone Actually two little parts. Today right after work, 9:30 to be exact, I had my wisdom teeth removed. It...wasn't fun, let's say that. I opted for the Nitrous Oxide (Laughing gas) instead of the total put to sleep, which probably was a better move in the long run. It's weird stuff, Nitrous. Doesn't make you laugh, like in all the cartoons, but didn't put me at ease either. It just made be feel really heavy. Like 12 people were pushing down my arms, legs, and head. I think it's mainly so I don't flail about. It also makes it hard to focus on vision. I was seeing double the entire time. They also put Novocain gel on the main tooth part, and accentually on my tongue as well which was oh so helpful and still hasn't gone away. The part I thought was going to be painful, the incision to cut the gum away, didn't hurt, but the yanking part did. No matter how much Novocain they used. On the left side, it was a difficult pull, because not only did they pull, but they had to drill the tooth in two to make enough room. And hearing, in my head, that bone on bone on steel grinding and cracking sound was not very comforting. And feeling the spurt of blood hit my tongue when the tooth was out. That wasn't cool either. The blood's ok though, not like it's the first time I've ever drank blood...my own of course. No body else's...nope...no one else... The right side seemed to be no problem, they just pushed and lifted the whole thing out. It still felt like they were there for at least an hour, phantom pains. My diet is now constrained to "soft foods" for the next three days, namely eggs, mashed potatoes, pudding, yogurt, and ice cream. Out of those things, I only like eggs and ice cream. The rest...well...I pretty much despise. For medications, they gave me penicillin, of course and....Oxycondn. Yes, that Oxycondn. I told my mom, who is away but coming home today, and she has forbade me to take it, for any reason, no matter what the pain, and is extremely pissed at the oral surgeon for "giving Oxycondn to an 18 year old". It's too late on the never taking one, seeing I followed doctor's orders and ate as soon as I got home (scrambled eggs and mashed potatoes...yum) and took one. Frankly, I don't know the big deal, because in the 2 hours since, the ice I've put on my face has done more to dull the pain. As soon as the ice is of, my entire bottom jaw erupts in excruciating pain. And the happy side effects...I don't feel them. I just feel extraordinarily pissed, not happy. Like, I just want to punch some living thing and every thing annoys and aggravates me. So, I don't think I'll be taking it again. Currently, I'm pissed as all hell, I want to kill something, I want to eat foods that I actually like, I'm in a lot of pain, and my tongue and chin are still completely numb. Boy, this weekend's going to be a whole lot of fun. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: M*A*S*H - Season 4 - "The More I See You" (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
11:26 am	Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince Yes, I have it and yes, I read it. All of it. In a 6 hour marathon reading. My non spoiler (well, as much non as the reviews go) of it... This book is gonna cause suicides. Why? Because it's sad. Very sad. Like crying sad. I was crying during, after, and currently. It's good, but good lord. It's just.......harsh on the old emotions. Current Mood: extremely depressed (4 Comments |Comment on this)